Top 15 BTVS episodes ↳ 11. The Body I don’t understand how this all happens, how we go through this. I mean, I knew her and then she’s… there’s just a body and I don’t understand why she just can’t get back in it and not be dead anymore. It’s stupid. It’s mortal and stupid. And Xander’s crying and not talking and I was having fruit punch and I thought, well, Joyce will never have any more fruit punch ever and she’ll never have eggs or yawn or brush her hair, not ever, and no one will explain to me why!